hehe

hello Wiliam!

happy birthday kkk I wish you the greatest birthday to be happened today, semoga dikasih kado yang bagus ya sama vivy hihi.

selamat ulangtahun, semoga banyak berkah. udah 20 tahun semoga makin dewasa dan ilang kebiasaan-kebiasaan bungsunya haha. jangan lupa potong rambut yang rajin, males tau ga liatnya kepala kayak pohon. belajar yang rajin biar bisa cumlaude. mamanya disayang. jangan kelayapan mulu. semoga cepet jadian amin amin amin amin.

semoga semoga semoga semoga~~~~

pokoknya selamat ulangtahun yaa~~ nanti diucapin lgsg kok, tp skrg hpnya lg mati, lagi sibuk sama kyuhyun dan chanyeol hihi. kamu gatau chanyeol kan, dia dr EXO-K LUCU BANGET MASYA ALLAH COBA GOOGLING DEH okeh. doain ya biar bs nabung terus nnton SS5 di SG sm nnton showcase exo heheh.

bye bye~~~ from now on, see you in another life :-D

 p.s. sebenernya mau masukkin foto gitu deh, tapi gr2 ngeblog dr ipad jd gabisa hufh yaudahlah. bye~~~

n_n

Hello!

It's been two months ㅋㅋㅋ and I already used to be spending my days without ur chat. Yeah, as simple and only as chat. That's how we deal rite? Hoho.

And this morning, a light rain came again for me, like 2 times before. still remember ur words this date two months ago, about the rain. Aigoo why can rain make us so pathetic haha.

I know, you even already moved before. You just don't even realize it. I have never said this to you, cause I know you'll only scold me as sok tau or else. But I do know. My heart knows.

I really am happy when you're happy. And I'm not talking trash. May be those times you greet me, those're all just for a simple hello and awkwardly keep in touch.

Lemme say this again. I already am happy for you, and whatever the path you choose. I'm so glad and miss you like too much when you greet me, but don't bother to. That's the matter of ready to fall in love, means ready to let go for the other's happiness too.

Just be happy, whoever she is. I will be right here behind you giving support and my love as well, as an ex to ex, as a sister to brother heheh. You always been a kiddo for me, fytk ㅋㅋㅋ

Hurt heart can't be healed in one or two blinks. But I can manage how to do it, I have my oppars. And you have her. No wonder we can survive so easily hahahaha okay, it is all okay.

Be happy,can? Yes you can. Hearts do not choose, they meet by line. They unite without you even realize and no force tho. That is how you do with her now,eh? I was your mistake, and the years passed by are my mistake. Sorry for keeping you that way, love can sometimes become mad. So now your love is here, I always wish you the best. Always. Never stopped.

:-)
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Daydream - Super Junior (on 6th album) ~translated~

Covering my ears to listen to you
Shutting my eyes to imagine you
You have slowly become blurred, you have slowly left me
In the unstoppable memories

I stop (stop) I stop (stop)
The memories of having once loved, control me so easily
Once again, One more time
How can it end like this I cannot believe
Those countless promises, what to do, what to do

Not breathing to feel you
Clutching both fists together to touch you
You have slowly become blurred, you have slowly left me
In the unstoppable memories

I stop (stop) I stop (stop)
The memories of having once loved, control me so easily
Once again, One more time
How can it end like this, I cannot believe
Those countless promises, what to do, what to do

Not breathing to feel you
Clutching both fists together to touch you
You have slowly become blurred, you have slowly left me
In the unstoppable memories

I stop (stop) I stop (stop)
The memories of having once loved, control me so easily
Once again, One more time
How can it end like this, I cannot believe
Those countless promises, what to do, what to do

No fear of pain, no fear of hurt
Only with you here will I be able to live
Without you I am just as if I have lost a life
Unable to move forward, unable to move backward
What do I do, what do I do

Stop

Dark and lightless (since the day you left)
Dark and lightless (since the day you dumped me)
Since the day you left me
I have died a little

Once again, One more time
How can it end like this, I cannot believe
Those countless promises, what to do, what to do

Korean-Chinese translation: Ken Ya Xiao Ping Guo via @showsu
Chinese-English translation: @snugmin
Take out with full credits, do not add your name to the credits

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how can I not crying in such beautiful song?

Yes,I can't not crying.

Much love for you boys. Thanks for delivering us such happiness ♥♥
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yesshh

i feel like scream my lungs out and tell the whole world I already have my hair cut yaaayyy. sorry for the norakness or else. but, maybe this sounds exaggerating, I feel my life get reloaded wehehehehe.

sorry.

goodbye.

love you allllll :*

Bad feelings

I really really really hate waking up before 5.

You know? When you're in a dorm, and the dorm is already empty because it's holiday time, and the atmosphere is too damn quiet if you ever wake up before sun rises.

Even when the dorm is still filled by the fellows, waking up before 5 is a bad idea, for me.

This waking up I mean,is not going back to sleep anymore.

Why? Why overwhelming?

Because when there's no sound of human beings. When my room still on the lights-off mode. My mind automatically played back all of memories I had. Good and bad. Sweet and bitter. Old and new. All of them. And they're all somehow felt bad and hurting, in all of the quietness.

Another exaggerating maybe. But true. For me at least.

And what hurting the most? I usually typed something on my old usual chat box if I'm wakin up in unusual time. To make my mind feel safe.


But now, I'm typing it here ☺ /☹/
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KYAAAAA

Kyaaaaa no any single fails I meet this term

Kyaaaaa my gpa score maybe just ordinary for some ppl,but still blessful to have those numbers

Kyaaaaa this is a proof that I, even now is stuck on those handsome oppars, still can focus and even happier than ever

Kyaaaaa my hands are shaking~~~ because of too much caffeine gzzz

Kyaaaaa but soon my 3rd year is coming

Kyaaaaa means the terms of asian level is coming

Kyaaaaa I think I'm shaking much harder now

Kyaaaaa I will die in any soon

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Tuhkan

Tuhkan, siapa bilang gue jago sih?

Tuhkan, siapa bilang gue tahan sih?

Tuhkan, siapa bilang gue bisa sih?

Tuhkan, siapa bilang gue bakal oke-oke aja sih?

Tuhkan, akhirnya gue tau kan gimana urusannya

Tuhkan, ngapain pake ngatain gue sih

Tuhkan, kenapa gue bego sih

Tuhkan, kenapa masih aja diurusin sih

Tuhkan, capek ah

Tuhkan, udahan ah

Tuhkan, sampai jumpa di post berikutnya!

:---)
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Brace yourself vir. Brace yourself haaah. Gue semacam menahan diri dari berkata-kata yang sembarangan nih,terimakasih kuucapkan kepada UAS yang mensponsori pertahanan diri ini hahah.

Dan, yg bener-bener bisa banget bikin pertahanan diri goyah tuh, cuma satu. Namanya,"Kepo". Gileeee kalo udah kepo, terus assumming, terus males sendiri udah deh pasti kemana-mana jadinya mood. Dan bawaannya jd pengen ngomong ini itu ;~~~; Terutama sih kalo ngepo yg self-related haha.

Oke oke, gue emang lg menahan diri untuk ga komentar apapun dari segala hal yg sedang gue kepoi ini gyahahahaha. Dan seperti yg sudah gue bilang,gue semacam sedang diawasi gitu. Bukan diawasi sih,mgkn ada hal dr gue yg rada ga berkenan yaudah deh abis dikomen gahahahaha.

Yaudah biarin.

I say everything I want,you comment everything you want,ya ga? Yg tau kebenarannya kan cuma gue eheheh. Tapi tetap saja,gue ngga suka saat gue tau (even just an asumption) kalo hal-hal kecil kayak gitu dikomen,jd mending cabsss. Ke blogger juga sih cabsnya hahah.

Yaaaahhh manusia biar mau sebaret apapun otaknya tetap manusia kok. Ga ada yg sempurna, makanya gue berani jamin, sesuci-sucinya manusia, pasti at least sekali dalam hidupnya pernah ngomongin orang. Nggausah merasa paling bener kalo lagi dlm keadaan ngomongin orang, karena tanpa lo sadari ada dimensi lain dalam kehidupan ini yg lg ngomongin lo jg,ya ga? Hahah.

Kay,makin ngaco.

Bye. Kisseu. ♥.
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Time like this

No.

Okay,I know I'm not okay when I saw you kkk. So I didn't see .__. Really, it felt like before,right before we still in high school,and I was the one who couldn't look right into you. Only glances,in some blinks. Aaaggghh so foolish. I really am not having that courage to look at you. Babo.

If dodo or cireng ever comment,they'll shout out loud "MASIH KAKU AJE" haaaaahhhh. So funny yet foolish,I was nervous. Just so you know. Ookay you'll never know. Dammit. /pats/

Do,reng,if you guys ever read this, I know you two must be laugh out loud at me ffffuuuu. But still I love you both kok,tasya and amalia too. You guys are my very saviour,eh? Kkkk♥




PS: seems my twitter accs been soooo restricted to tweet anything. I really am not like it whn I know there're comments out there about my tweets. So I'd better not write things related in my dailies anymore. Blogger much better. (Gzz even my 2nd acc,whatthe-_-)
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Caaa i miss you

Caaa I miss you

I miss you so much

Taugak sih lo betapa gue menitihkan air mata saat bikin ini haha (lebay)

Tapi gue emang kangen saat saat dulu masa masa yang ga bakal pernah gue lupain dalam hidup gue dan sedih kalo inget

Hahaha

Gue mungkin uda bukan yang dulu lagi ca

Gue uda ga mungkin lagi bisa seenak jidat gue, mengundang kalian main kerumah gue. Masak masakan gagal gue untuk kalian. Tereak tereak ketawa ketiwi sesuka hati

Gue kangen masa masa pulang bareng naek metro mini dan koopaja apa deh namanya 91 ya? Sama 88 kalo ga salah

Gue kangen saat saat mendebarkan yang gue alami tiap naek tu angkutan berdua sama lo gue kangen saat saat lo nemenin gue kemana ajaa

Waktu nyokap gue sakit waktu dia di operasi

Hahaha

Itu udah lama banget yaaak

Gue kangen saat saat hanya lo yang membantu gue ketika mengerjakan ulangan apapun itu mata pelajarannya (terutama bahasa inggris) HAHAHAHAHAA memalukan tappi gue seneng punya kenangan itu

Gue kangen lo bersedia jadi relawan korban waktu ada acara lomba PMR di sekolah padahal lo gak ikutan PMR (dan hari itu hape gue ilang)

Gue kangen perjuangan jalan kaki kita, yang lo ajarkan pada gue untuk berjalan dan berjalan hahaha

Gue kangen saat saat lo ngefans banget sama ka bayu dan hafes yang pernah menorehkan cerita dimasa masa SMA kita

Gue kangen saat gue liat foto foto di album FB lo, dan gue sadar kita udah ga jumpa hampir satu tahun.

Gue kangen caaaaaa kangeennn

Hahahahahhaahahahahahahahaha

Apapun ini kita sedang berjalan membangun kehidupan kita masing masing ca, yakan?

Mungkin bukan jalan gue untuk jadi dokter tapi gw tau Allah punya rencana yang terbaik buat gue hehehe

Seandainya nanti gue pulang kita sempat untuk berjumpa kita harus berjumpayaa?

Hahaha

Gue tau semakin kita tumbuh dewasa semakin umur kita bertambah semakin banyak orang orang baru yang kita temui dalam hidup kita, tapi yakinkan diri lo ca! Bahwa yang namanya Bellyn MC didunia ini cuman satu. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAA

Gue juga gitu

Semakin tumbuh dewasa

Semakin banyak teman

Memiliki relasi yang banyak dan dijaga keharmonisannya

Tapi gue juga semakin rindu berinteraksi dengan lo, ayya, asti, bacol, meily, qidoy, dodo, tasya

Uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu

Paling cepet 3 taon dari sekarang atau 4 taon lagi (paling lama) gue akan kembali caa. Dan gue harap kita akan sering ketemuan lagi di Jakarta. Hahahahahahahahahaha

Ga sabar yaaah :D

3 taon lagi pas lo ultah gw dateng deh ngasihin surprise pas jam 00.00 sama will I am peringatan 5 taonan. CIYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

Hanya satu doa gue,

Selamat ulang tahun caaa semoga panjang umur dan bahagia

Regards,

Bellyn Mey Cendy

Your bestfriend paling resek

(Those are all fully taken originally from Bellyn's word doc attachment on my email. Retype it,not only copy paste kkk. Thank you so much Bellyn Mey Cendy ♥)
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